Saturday, July 17, 2004
the stress comes in on this friday afternoon... why did i lose? i did well.... why? i dun get it... but i promise the lecturer to turn up... i muz. the truth is alw hurting... dun get it. but thats life... I got 2nd position and 2book prizes: Best In Quantity Surveying and Marketing.... So thats not that bad afterall... and moreover... i am the biggest winner to hold 2 bookprizes in my corhort... all others get 1 book prize onli. haha... its not so bad afterall... i juz lost by a difference of a grade B+ and A in a stupid IS module. that seals my fate. but i realise wat Mrs tan was trying to say. even in a struggle, be it over coming the Odds or so... u mustn't lose faith in Yourself. Coz losing faith in oneself is a veri terrible thing. I am a good student.. but i lack confidence to believe in myself. She once said so.. if there is 1 student... Juz one... whu she can change his viewpoint or touch.. thats meaningful for her liao... so my case... if there is juz one juz 1 lecturer whu ever believe in me... that enough for me liao... i cant give up. i will be fighting for a good cause.
Jic
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